Adlin & Denise; Queens of Charm and Charisma.

When exams near (like the As that are looming up ahead), everyone starts to stress. When this happens, I feel absolutely lousy. Like really depressed, angry, unsure of myself, pissed, grumpy, tired.... And the list goes on and on. This very taxing. And as if this isn't enough, my immune system has decided to go AWOL and hasn't been around since Feburary. And you know what? Sometimes, I find that I like to be alone more than anything else. When I'm alone, all the negative emotions build up till I reach breaking point and just erupt. This seriously sucks. Plus, people in school aren't making it any better.

Some teachers find it absolutely necessary to punish the entire class for someone's mistakes. And that someone simply refuses to cooperate and think it's a joke/it's not his fault everytime he is asked to cooperate.

Some hypocritical teachers find it absolutely necessary to waste class time by screaming his lungs out till his gargantuan belly starts to shake and scare the hell out of us for the mistake of one person.

Some teachers find it absolutely alright to vent all her frustratrations on us simply because she isn't feeling well. That someone finds it perfectly alright to have the bloody mood swings on us. Recently she always goes, "Understand?" And we are forced to say that we undestand cuz otherwise ahe'll go on and on about how we don't listen during her lessons. Hello? Just because we are reputed to be a good class does not lose us the right to ask questions you know? So what you're trying to imply is that anyone who does not understand concepts on the first attempt is stupid lah? If that's the way you want it, don't pretend to be all concerned when we're quiet. When you tell us that you go really fast during our tutarials, you do it cuz most of the class can grasp the concepts already. Did it ever occur to you that they could be simply uninterested or that they don't wnat you to go on another one of your bitch fits? Did it? Take today for example:

Tr: You all are unusually subdued today. Are you all ok? Is it because of the awards ceremony this morning?
Class: *starts talking about the awards ceremony
Tr: Are you guys done?

Like what the hell lah! Quiet also buay song, talk also buay song. What the bloody hell do you want? Just because your mmune system isn't cooperating doesn't mean you can vent your frustrations on us k? You make us pissed and angry with you, and when we show it you get even more pissed at us for not being understanding. How about you try understanding us? Do you know how much lesson time you waste on your bitch fits? And then you blame us when we're lagging behind other classes. Like wtf lah!

Sometimes I wonder why teachers become teachers in the first place.