Adlin & Denise; Queens of Charm and Charisma.

an afternoon gone and nothing done. well done, adlin. well done.

tell me, how long does an average person PMS? it seems to me that i've been mood-swinging like a pendulum before and after my period. great. and to top it all, im binge-eating again. perfect. extra kilos are all i need to complete it all now.

i really really want to write down all this mumbo jumbo in me and move on. but when it comes to penning down somthing personal and deep, im a failure.

my diet is not working out. biology isnt exactly making any sense. im behind my work schedule. ive an essay due in 3 weeks. im worried about the exams. my hair is in a terrible state. my room is a mess. ive missed a chemistry prac. my mother is getting on my nerves.

theres something wrong with my hormones.i thought our hormones stopped raging eons ago?!this simply depresses me. i feel like aborting this 'pregnancy' journey.

---

darling,
dont be so angry. but actually, i would be too if i were you. dont let ure weekend be spoilt by that person. ive a feeling that that person is a he. so, finish ure part and let him do the rest. this is bullying! passing all the work to you and all. sheesh. seriously, i know its against ure thing to submit ure work late, but uve GOT to let him do smth. AND, id think that pushing him for it to get it, is absoluitely a perfect pay back.

and speaking on our diet, shall we go on a fast? im really serious this time. no gameing around. you can go on a half-half fast:). but it just give me mre motivation to stick to my diet if im doing it with someone else. by the way, i have a feeling that you didn recieve my email. because not only do i not have ure reply, but a copy of my mail sent to you is not in my 'sent items'. its a different mail we're talking about, silly girl. its the latest one. i guess i'll just type it out again.

dont be pissed off, okae*big hug. i love you.