Adlin & Denise; Queens of Charm and Charisma.

FINALLY.blogger has uploaded for once.i think i should be pissed off more often. it seems only then do things finally work the way it should be.

for the first time since i get back, im having a really bad day. i guess we all just cant have good days all year round, huh? plus the added fact that im mood-swinging really badly now has caused every member in my family to stay clear of me.bingeing on almost a block of chocolates doesn even seem to help.and thinking of that now makes me even more agitated. arrrgh. im damn fat now la. see all my fats?!they are just wobbling away everywhere.right now,i really really hate those size zero models.for goodness sake, cant they gain some weight?sheesh.like whatever, adlin.*smacks head.

damn.its hard being a girl.arrrgh.cant i swop?at least then i don need to agonise over EVERYTHING.

seriously,i think im going mental.im not making much sense now.totally.i need a psychologist. and... a psychiatrist now.which probably is ironic, when i inspire to be one. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. i probably should seek other alternatives. my patients aren going to get better with me as their psych.