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Thursday, July 20, 2006, 12:45 PM
Im kinda peeved with a particular person.this person,(humpf) happened to burst my bubble of satisfaction with my results.maybe,she's doing me a favour by snapping me out from my delusion..but STILL!i choose to remain happy and satisfied.
anw, this stupid topic was brought about whilst having lunch.firstly,im quite annoyed of having to discuss such a ridiculously serious conversation during lunch.and i mean,throughout the WHOLE lunch break,she was discussing about academics and results bla bla bla.i mean its good to talk about such stuff la,but you can only talk about it to a certain extent and limit!ughs.NOT THE WHOLE LUNCH TIME CAN?!haiiyo.then,she happened to come across the paper where i kept all my results and she was like, 'i thought you were smart?'...so diao.arrgh.do you know how insulting that is?!omann.just because she is smart means everybody is smart la.then, during history tutorial today,there was this guy who didn understand a paragraph from the book.and being 'nice',she took the book and after reading that para,she told him that that paragraph was easy to comprehend and she couldn believe that he didn understand it.wahh.i wanted to smack her eyeballs.i mean,how can you humilate a person just like that?in front of the whole class some more.and that guy was obviously kind of embarassed by her remarks.pfft.
you know,theres seriously smth wrong with me.i cant seem to be next to this guy frm my english class without having goosebumps etc.and it NOT attraction.its nothing to do with it.its just that his presence bring about this uneasiness in me EVERYTIME.and the worst thing is that im sitting next to him!omann.and a couple of weeks ago,i kinda shifted one sit away frm him.i know its mean,but i seriously cannot take it.its just that..'eww' feeling noe?and last monday smth he said made my hair stand,literally.there was I,stoneing as usual during class.and i HAPPENED to be facing in his direction..and he just had to ask me what i was fantatizing about.and the way he said it with that grin of him makes me just wanna run far far away.and i was too stunned and shocked and appalled to even give him a response.writing abt it now still gives me the goosebumps.its THAT bad.tell me..am i wierd or what.hahas.
denise, this is one of the rarest time i hear you say that someone is cute.hahas=).its a pity you din watch the pirates of the carribean thouh,its damn good.but i HATE e ending.humpf.anw, im glad you are all cheered up and happier now=).hahas.i miss seeing you everyday too.boo.20 weeks?don think so.its NINETEEN this week!ahahas.=)dates arh.you owe me many many dates!with the others too*beams