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Monday, July 10, 2006, 10:13 AM
denise love,
you know what i really want to do now?is to give you a big big hug and just sit with you and stone for a long long time.
im dreadfully sorry if ive passed you my miserable-ness.but,its good that you let it all out.
now,this LCK person sounds like a real ass and i think that its perfectly normal for you to get so fed up with him.you know,he's serioulsy taking advantage of you.cos he knows that ure always on task and does ure job properly.thats WHY he piles all the workload on you.its to his advantage cos he knows he is going to do well in his pw without much effort.thus,he can concentrate on other subjects.omann.i really really hate this kind of people.it brings up a huge fury having to see THIS kind of morons scumming and living through life dishonestly.worse still if they are doing it with people who absolutely do NOT deserve it.what im feeling now towards him is probably a fraction of what ure going thru denise.raah.this kind of person makes the word 'indespicable' looks juvenille even.he is so so far from that.i mean,for what he has done?sheesh.he certainly leads a vey sad and lonely life.
and I know how you feel abt your parents.i really hope you'll be able to bridge the gap between you and them.its not too late.and i think,in a way,with time,you guys will be close.do tell me how its progessing alright?
btw,u arenn the only one having problems having trust in others and moving on.i do to.and its actually to my advanage cos id know that eventhough im facing so much shit and theres no one here physically,i still have you guys there.some pple have the ability to move on quicker than others.and i think we belong to the 'others'.but you know what dear,no matter how many frienships im abt to bridge in life,none of them will be as outstanding or special as the ones ive made before.and in a way,id rather not make friends than lose the ones i have.thats how important you are.
do cheer up alright?and don worry abt that irritant.he's just in sad guy.really sad.i'll call you this tues night.wanted to call you last week but my dad was here.i'll hear you soon.i love you.*hugs