Adlin & Denise; Queens of Charm and Charisma.

whooaa..uve updated FOUR times!not to mention do up the blog!im impressed.id do smth with the blog and add some stuff to it but my cousin is hurrying me off the com=(.ive asked for a 15 mins and he is ACTUALLY timing me!arrgh.wat is this?so,i'll blog here first yea=)

wait a min.u did what?!u played pool?!omg.im shocked.hahahs.woots.uve now learnt to slack abit:)!hahas.err.i don mind going with you all and play pool but i don noe how to play and i cant even hit that ball into the hole!arrgh.i think all that fencing has make u an expert in aiming=).so yea.we all go to e pool tingy..and u can teach me.either that,u guys can play,and i'll be the commentator!hahas.

the exams are nearing in two weeks.EXACTLY two weeks.whoever heard of an exam on a saturday?!sighs.omann.and next fri is my drama exam.and u noe wat?!im quite excited for it to come.hahas.cos that means,e nearer it is,the faster i end my exams,and e quicker i get to the holidays.so yea.

i realised that ive changed quite abit since i came here.ive talked less,go out less.in fact,my social life is almost non-existence.and the truth is,i don think im ready to make it more of an existence.don get me wrong.there are friends here.pple whom i talk now and then.but no one whom ive been able to bring out the real me.in fact.im more of a wall to the pple here.im not surprised if there are pple here who thinks that im dao.hahas.but surprisingly,i dont care.ohkae.maybe i do.but not that much.

and just today,ive realised that ive drifted quite abit frm one of the clique.look.we've barely met for half a year and already,we are drifting.and i noe soon,most of us in the clique here are going to drift due to our different commitments.with all that studying and different classes and everything its uber difficult to keep in touch often.anw,thats not the point.the point is,im afraid that im gonna drift with the pple back home.and whilst the drift here will definitely upset me,any drift back home is going to be quite suicidal.and im afraid that one day i wont have any one of u guys to walk by me through all the shit and joys of life.i noe i shuld be moving on and everything.but its hard.i cant even let go of the prefects and how am i ever going to let go of any friendship?!