Adlin & Denise; Queens of Charm and Charisma.

this is dreadful.i found out that my cousin actually READS my blog.omann.he reads?!arrgh.i feel like banging myself on the wall.bah.i knowin supposed to be studying.hahas.since the exam are just around the corner.BUT..TODAY is slack day.the day before i start chionging for the exam.heh heh.i did nothing the whole of today.ho hums.but its a nice break from the usual mugging regime.and my day isalmost over.owells.its time to chiong chiong chiong.rraaah.

im in such a good mood today.i don know why.maybe its course its a nice change from the usual dreary mugging days.hahas.anw..last friday,i spent a whole hour plus plus listening to my parents talking about career options yada yada yada.arrgh.the last thing you want to do is to hear them talk abt that EVERY WEEK.to tell you the truth,i was a little pissed off.because they are always.i repeat..ALWAYS contradicting themselves.my mom wants me to get into medicine.ughs.whilst my father wanted me to do law.now i have NEVER wanted to do medicine.never ever.and ive been debating that with her since eons ago.and law?!its just out of question.all I want to be is a psychologist.is it that bad?!arrgh.Im not looking forward to phone calls to them anymore.Its draining.physically and emotionally kust to hear them go on and on and in the end, conlude with.."actually ah dear, its up to you.Its your career after all."right.after that hour long talk.

now the next thing thats annoying me whenever i speak to them is their topics on friends.arrgh.they keep on saying that all of these friendships wont last forever.you know how hurtful is that?!omann.i felt like disconnecting the call right that instant whenever they talk about that.i mean..parents are supposed to give you moral support and guidance.but what is this?!i know this sounds abit small.but i take it VERY seriously ohkae.arrgh.and so they go on telling me about all their friends they have had but have lost contact all these while.arrgh.i felt like talking back to them and telling them that thats their fault for allowing the drift.but after having learnt my lessons,i decided that its better to just stay silent.but my patience is thinning.

arrgh..talking about my conver with them is making me feel VERY annoyed.arrgh.

im going to erase all of that in mind.i want to sleep feeling happy.hahas.anw..the shops here are all having sales.hahas.SALES.*claps.im so going to shop after the exams.and more so when my papa comes=).ahahas.in hopes of him not talking abt touchy subjects such as my careers and friends,i shall keep his mind busy with all that shopping.ahahs.i think daughters are expensive beings.owells.i shall bear in mind about that when i have children.hahas.i think two sets of twins would be perfect=).

anw,the 4.7 gatehring sounded like fun.hahas.and miss lim was HILARIOUS.hahahs.she rocks=)

anw dear, i don mind the many million outings we are going to have.so long as i can go out and spend time with you and the rest,im satisfied enough.ure suffering from adlin-withdrawal symptoms?!ure so sweet.i thought i was the only idiot suffering from withdrawal symptoms.i love you!btw,ive changed the blog skin.hehx.do you mind?if you do,i can always change it back.

emy :thanks so much for that msg.you brightened my night the other day.i cant wait to see yoh.thanks so much for all taht support.i can never do without it.btw..u owe me a neoprint frenzy!miss you!

ningyi: ive fret less now.hahas.ive realised that when u worry excessively.things just get out of hand.so taking it slowly.hehx.but..theres still the anxiety you noe?hahas.i mean..its e exams!with the dreaded 'E'!